Ok

So I had a reality check. What's love got to do with it? Nothing. I don't need to verify what he said before, there will be no more talk of moving, and my feelings for him don't exist anymore.
Him as a confidante probably won't happen anymore since it probably works out as an ego thing rather than a I care about you thing.

I'm not angry just resigned. I see it now. I see it clearly.
Sex is sex, love is love and the two were never present together.
I'm not going to ask why he said this or did that; I can only control my actions and emotions and thats what I'm going to do.

I think this time he is really going to get erased. It's really not a benifit to me and it's just not healthy.
So for me it's either a hibernation starts or just destructive behavior. I am gonna try really hard to be positive about everything else going on in my life right now.