Flashback: Lovers and friends
Can guys and girls just be friends....sure, that is if they want to be.
I'm a really curious girl, I get horny.
So I hit on my friend...call it entrapment of what ever...he was shocked but it's not like he didn't take the bait.
So we mess around for a while...no sex because I mean as exciting and taboo as it seems I need to check everything out see what he's working with cuz bad sex or a small dick is a spirit killer.
So everything checks out so this time I decide ok he's gonna get it.
Oral sex out the ying yang....butterfly kisses on my 2nd lips while he is slowly and rhythmically finger fuckin me. We are hard in all the right places and soaking wet in others.
So we are all hot and heavy and I'm like go ahead lets do it.
He looks up at me from in between my legs in disbelief and freezes.....A whole minute goes by (in my estimation) then I look at him and say, "it's cool don't bother."
He has NEVER lived this down. Till now he curses himself for his lapse and has no discernable explanation. He confided in another male friend and got laughed at from sun-up to sun-down.
Fast forward a few years....He is the type that can't let stuff go so he is scheming as to how to get me back in that position and lay the smackdown so he can redeem himself in his own eyes as well as mine.
I cut through the bullshit subterfuge, "you don't have to pretend you like me to get me in a position for a rematch...just say something".
Shocked again and he laughs (Yea I was right)
So we do the deed and ...............................................................................
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A male friend of mine says that I'm dangerous. He says that I understand the games guys play too well and that I'm kinda heartless... I operate like a guy when the emotion isn't there and it seldom is. He says I see and understand things that girls usually get hung up on or act emotional over. I think it depends on whether I like or trust the guy. When I don't fuck yea its easy to be detached. So I guess I don't like or trust much.
http://paper-bag.blogspot.com/2006/02/regression.html#links
This one was physically fulfilling in terms of the foreplay but as for the actual deed....Well lets just say he didn't bother to ask me how it was afterwards.
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