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Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Sexual emancipation?

(Singing)
You gonna make me fuck somebody else (I'm gonna fuck somebody)
If you keep on treating me the way you do
(you don't wanna do it, you don't wanna do it)
You gonna make me fuck somebody else
If you keep on treating me the way you do
(you don't wanna do it, you don't wanna do it)

Aye yo Fox quick the peepee on niggaz that is freaky
Have them cats wining like Be-Be and Ce-Ce,
Ill Na Na
Pussy hot like a sauna, have yo dick doin' flips in my teddy by Gabanna

Cats be asking can they lick my hole now, feel free
Nigga eat me, treat me
Ya trick, pussy clit lickin'
No ass gettin' dick, first roles
Niggaz is my hoes, top my dough
Wanna lace me with some head after my show, being dat
I'm the nasty bitch that I am, make 'em lick my pearl tongue
And you got to give my girls some, fuck a man
Bitch got the world in her hand, just on spite
Niggaz got to fuck me right

Is this sexually liberated or is this just a young female a puppet in the rap world? Personally I love the song b/c of the chorus and it applies in my life right about now. You're not making me fuck somebody else but b/c I feel like I have no options or at least don't like the options presented to me I think I'll be stepping down from my pedastal and fukking my fuck buddy.
If you have an itch scratch it right? Why be self righteous.
No strings attached sex, you had it before why not again? Why do you think that you are above this? Why? Well for one accidents happen and being that I am not about having babies right now I guess I should abstain - be safe. I may seem paranoid but as a result of how I came into the world if I'm having sex with you you must be daddy material...just in case.


Well my fuck buddy is my fukk buddy because I have no feelings for him besides those of a sexual manner after all wouldn't emotions change the defined, uncomplicated dynamic of a fuck buddy-no strings attached sex? Yet he's not daddy material, yeah he's someone's daddy and someone else's husband (don't judge you don't have the details) but he's not for me, I only want his penis...is that so wrong, is that so unethical? I don't love you but fuck me, fuck me harder then please leave while I fall asleep. It's not that I don't love or care about guys its just that I care about few. This "fuck me and thats all" attitude has resurfaced at other times when my curiousity has gotten the best of me. One person I'll never have sex with again ______, I won't say I regret it b/c now I know, but the other _____ hmmmm definitely an encore.

I have sex with my fuck buddy on my schedule not his but I've had an attack of the conscience for the aforementioned reasons and his services haven't been needed for about 4-5 months roughly. The last time he did put it on me well but since I'm not mentally into him I mean he can only do it to me so well. Well I guess he thinks he is teaching me a lesson yea we talk regularly but the times when I could make him leave his home and 2AM to come fuck me when he has to get up at 6AM for work seem to be gone. Yesterday he asked if I miss him yet. I've proven my point - there is no way he "likes" me what he is sayin is, "have you learnt yet NOT TO TAKE ME FOR GRANTED". And the answer is no b/c if I were to act like a whore in heat, seemingly debase myself (with intent to do so), it would be the biggest ego massage and he would rush over here to "handle his business" and in my mind I would still be detached cuz it was all an act to get what I wanted. I've used it in different situations to the success of the technique....Yea sure you're in charge....(sic)

The fact remains I'm gonna fuck him because I want to, b/c I'm horny, b/c I feel lonely and not because I can't live without his dick. See it's purely physical but isn't our intellect what makes us above animals as humans. Am I regressing by continuing this interaction or am I just being a liberated female only concerned about "gettin mine" and satisfying my need for intimacy even if it is on borrowed time? Fukk women's lib making it hard for decent females to stick to morals, Damn morals for making me question, criticize and judge myself.
SMH - and I'm still undecided.
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Tried to keep it tight for you...what a waste of time.

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