Thank you for releasing me.
That was exactly what I needed to hear.
It was instinctively what was in the subconscious of my mind.

As they say where I'm from, "Any number can play now."

I could have been my like my friend notorious for asking inumerable follow up questions. Her nickname is 20 questions. (smile) but to me questions reveal the heart of me and what I am thinking and could make me seem insecure so I didn't ask all the questions I thought of.

Interesting, I hinted at that revalation before and the response was for you to act so repulsed by it...I knew right then, but it couldn't be substantiated so I left it alone. Yet again I felt like I was intruding but talked down my instinct thinking I was just being too sensitive.

Wow a $5000 mistake that I thought had to do with one person but I guess actually its 2 people. Hows about that it took me almost 2 years to realize.

From my experience forbidden fruit trumps a sure thing everytime and I am just way too permissable, so I see the reality in what once again you are hesitant to say ---> MOVING ON!