Round and Round I go...where I stop u will never know....10pts for who can guess the artiste this song is from!

So on Friday I had an invitation to go look at the Blooming Cherry Blossoms, then go chill at Xroads in a after work lime type setting. The guy was gonna get off work early, about 4pm, to accomodate these activities. He also provided an alternative: we could go to the movies instead of Xroads.
What did I choose?
I chose to stay home paint my nails then go to intramurals on campus. I was supposed to call him to let me know if I was on track for the plans....I only replied to him via MSN messenger when he messaged me at about it @ 10PM asking if I was doing anything tonight. I typed "no, probably not" while I was putting on earrings and mascara on my way out to the club. Although I did apologize for not calling him b4 the 4pm deadline.

Sad innit. I always complain about being lonely blah blah blah and look at what I do. But I know this dance...we are gonna start off as friends then he is gonna approach me as more than a freind then I will have to lose a friend. I guess u realize I'm not interested in him... I don't find him attractive punto finale. Call me shallow I don't give ah fuck. That aside I would be willing to work with him...I say work with him cuz as friends we approach things so differently and usually end up arguing, shouting at each other with doldrom periods ie times when we are so frustrated we take a week-long self-imposed non-speakin ban. {Aside: that was a lot of hypenated works}

So you think I think too highly of myself that I'm conceited. Well, I've know him 6yrs now and from freshman yr he tried to get with me, through having a gf who was my friend he still "joked around". He is cool peeps but the more time we would spend around each other it would seem like it should develop into more.

I don't feel that bad cancelling on him since the invitation came at about midnight thurs nite/fri morning...you should give someone a lil more notice. I have natural hair for God's sake I need some damn notice!